안녕~ -

The past

Though you're still immature and quite idiotic, there's still a side of you where you're mature enough.

You inspire me. A lot.

I regret that I didn't spend enough time with you. When I was upset and happy, I told you about it and you actually listened to it and encouraged me. I can remember it as it was yesterday.

Every time I see you, a smile will appear on my face. Only by seeing your face make me really happy because that reminds me of a happy friendship.

I'll try to treasure our friendship.

2012-05-10 ★ 20:38:21 Permalink monica

I want...

1. HE'story
2. The BOSS´ comeback
3. Opera Single
4. Kibum back
5. FACE TONER!!!

2012-05-09 ★ 16:47:29 Permalink everyday

Friendship

I thought for awhile, "I won't think about our friendship and just do it. It's the only chance I've got. I'm going to take advatage of this chance and I'm not going to waste it because of our friendship".

I kept telling me that day after day but i ended up I didn't take the chance and thought about our friendship instead.

I'm not saying that I'm a good person or friend.

I've got so many opportunities in my life, haven't discovered the world yet so this chance is not that important right?

Sigh, no wonder I held a speech about friendship.

What's sad about the speech is, those persons who were supposed to listen to my speech didn't do it.

So irritating. Assholes. I bet they can't spell respect and manners.

2012-05-05 ★ 10:40:17 Permalink everyday

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2012-05-03 ★ 20:03:58 Permalink photo - nature

Smink

Simprov med klassen imorgon. 1000 m *suck*. Då sitter man här och tänker om jag kommer att klara det eller inte.

Och det andra som bekymrar mig är makeup. Ja, jag har ju som sagt rätt mycket akneärr och har alltid täckt över de med smink (foundation och concealer).

Nu när klassen kommer att få se mitt riktiga ansikte, hur kommer de att reagera? Vad ska jag göra?

Men, varför är jag rädd över att visa de mitt riktiga mig bakom sminket? Har jag akneärr så har jag akneärr, det är något jag inte kan hjälpa. Blir deras reaktion väldigt stor kommer det att gå över.

De kommer att bli mer överraskad om mina akneärr har läckt.

Har du smink? Varför använder du brunkräm(=foundation)?

En av anledningar som verkar vara mest "populär" är att man vill täcka sina ärr och att folk bara vill det utan någon anledning.

Den andra anledning är att man vill jämna ut sin hudton. Jag erkänner att min hudton är väldigt ojämn.

Den tredje anledning är att man vill ha en "dewy", matt eller glansig ansikte.

Finns massor med anledningar men de tre, fyra anledningar är de enda jag har kommit.

(Skitsnack igen .__.")

2012-05-01 ★ 21:48:40 Permalink everyday

Cherry blossoms

Gårdagens fotografering.

2012-04-30 ★ 15:48:36 Permalink photo - nature

Lucka?

Ibland känns det som om att det finns en liten lucka någonstans i mitt hjärta. Det är något som behöver att fyllas på i luckan.

Folk kallar mig desperat. Jag kan erkänna att jag kan vara desperat lite då och då men inte alltid.

Det enda sättet är att fortsätta leva livet och låta luckan fyllas på med skratt och glädje.

2012-04-26 ★ 20:28:53 Permalink everyday

SUPER SUNGLASSES!

Guess what I got?!

They look like 3D glasses.. But I LIKE IT! YAAAAY!

2012-04-11 ★ 15:35:02 Permalink new

Love. Double standard.

You told me that I'm double standard. I agree with you. I'm double standard.
I believe that, every person are a little bit double standard, not just me. But sometimes, you can't help and turn back the time and take back what you have said.
I'm not trying to save myself from this trap.

"How do I know if you're joking or not? You sometimes take it seriously and get angry"
Tomboy.. I can't see myself as a tomboy cuz I'm not really one. If you see me as a tomboy, that doesn't make myself to a boy. I'm mainly a girl and it's normal for girls to get angry when boys are joking about things we EXTREMELY don't like.

And you told me confidently about me and my best friend (boy) that we'll get together or he likes me.
Hey, you! Even though you're a guy, that doesn't make you know him better than I do.
It could happen that he is but from my perspectives, he's NOT! 100% sure.
I know how he is, who he is.
"it's just my theory. I'm not saying it's true, just explaining my thoughts"
If you tell me your thoughts about it, I'm trying my hard to explain why he doesn't like me and all your thoughts, minds and theories are all wrong but you keep telling me that.
Do you find it hard to see the truth and all boys are not like you? I don't know..

2012-04-03 ★ 18:27:31 Permalink everyday